This idea just popped in my head today and I feel like I’m about to do it! Talk about excited, in a very exaggerated form! Change is about to come next month, and hopefully my time and funds are enough to support me on this new life.
I started out this website in 2010, with little or no idea of how making a site is. I just wanted to make my own portfolio, that’s all. But through the two years, I’ve learned that there are many opportunities to help and influence through this little voice on the web. I guess I was just an excited newbie back then, but right now these two years have taught me well.
{ iamcarisu } has been formed out of an impulse, really! I didn’t know what to name my domain and so on, and that name just fits me then perfectly. I don’t know about now though ^^; Probably it has to do with the not-so-good things that happened lately. Perhaps it’s time to turn over a new leaf. Perhaps it’s time for a change.
Oh, all the memories of blogging which started out in my VOX blog (also spilling some of my fangirling secrets) added with a few hopes and dreams and so on, it’s just an awesome experience. I feel like I’m about to miss my old writings and stuff, but then again I could not be more than happy to find a happier place of my own, my really really own.
So there. I think I’ve learned a lot and it’s time to pick up this space for something new. Prepare for a change!

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Thank you so much for appreciating this site! I would love to give out a kiss or a hug, but of course, that’s imaginary.
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Prayer for today:
God, I know You speak through Your still small voice. But I don’t want You to be just a still small voice anymore. Instead, please be a loud thundering voice, so I can hear You with all the world’s confusion. I want to listen to You loud and clear. I want to hear Your directions. I want to learn Your ways.
Have you ever been lost? I have. Just today. Well, not exactly lost. I just lost a person when I was supposed to wait for her on one place. That person was my mom. And today, as we went to the mall, we had to part ways so we could do whatever we want. And off this girl went, doing her chores (for the ministry materials) while mama went shopping.
Just like we regularly do, I am to wait for her in the same stall. But that day, confusion came. I went off. I was worried. I knew she is still not feeling well, so at the back of my mind, I’ll just go to the grocery department and help her carry the stuff.
But then, I winded up not seeing her, so I realized I must have missed her. So round I went to the whole mall. And the mall was huge. And I had tired feet. But it doesn’t matter. I was praying all the time, “God let me find her. She needs my hands to carry the bags.”
At the end, I chose to go back where I have been. Right from the start. And guess what. My mom was there. And oh, she was flushing mad! It turns out, she rounded the whole place herself. And she was off looking for me. Of course, here is where the big rebuke comes! I sighed. I knew I had good intentions of going off like that, but it turns out, it wasn’t necessary. It could have been alright if I had stayed.
Sometimes, we have good intentions in our hearts that we think it’s the right thing. And then it turns out, it’s not. So, the right thing for us isn’t exactly the right thing God sees. And His ways are better. I should have listened to Him first instead of listening to myself thinking of these so-called right intentions.
I’m found. At the end, it was me who needed mama’s help; how funny can that be? Haha. But you know, I feel so warm and happy, knowing that even if I’m a grown up adult, my mama will still go through all the world just to find me. What love is that?
I’m so blessed. And droll. Hahahaha.
God, You’re teaching me to listen to Your directions. Because that’s what I’ll be teaching the kids this Sunday in our EE session. How appropriate!
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